Ayïma 阿儀瑪

我祈求，

風雨，化為青空的晨露

穿出黑暗後，

我可以感受陽光的溫度

走過痛苦後，

我能夠看到成長的高度

… Ayïma 阿儀瑪

I pray—
that storms turn to morning dew beneath a sky of blue.
Beyond the veil of darkest night,
may I feel the warmth of sunlight.
Through the ache of every trial,
may I rise, and grow with every mile.

I was born in Taiwan, on the edge of the Pacific Ocean, and raised in the soil of silence and resilience.

At twenty-three, I crossed the ocean with dreams and scars, building a family and a suit of armor on the vast land of America. It was a time when I lived with everything I had. I learned to perform, to carry responsibilities, to succeed.
And yet, in the quiet hours of countless nights, I heard my soul whisper: This isn’t everything!

Twenty years later, I set out once again, this time to France, stepping onto a land entirely unknown. It was destiny that stirred something long asleep within me.
I have NO homeland, yet in that moment, I felt a true sense of belonging—for the first time, my soul came home.

I am a traveler of soul. I have walked through the world, through both the broken and the beautiful parts of life. With words, I trace the light and shadow along the way – slowly, gently – leaving behind a footprint that is not always seen, but never extinguished. This path is not easy, but it is mine.

I am no longer lost. I choose to walk awake, and to feel each step deeply. This blog is a collection of my soul’s journey. Some words were born from the darkest corners of childhood. Some emerged in the soft glow of healing. You may read pain, and you may read light. You may witness how a child rose from silence into voice, from scattered fragments into something whole. If you, too, are journeying, searching – may these stories become a quiet light for your soul.

我出生在台灣，在太平洋的邊緣，在沉默與堅韌的土壤中長大。

二十三歲，我帶著夢想與傷痕飛越海洋，在美國這片廣闊的土地上成家，也築起盔甲。那是一段用盡全力活著的歲月 — 我學習用不熟悉的語言表現、承擔與獲取認可，也在無數夜深人靜的時刻，聽見靈魂低語：「這不是全部。」

二十年後，我再次出走，來到法國，踏上全然陌生的土地。是命運的安排，內心沉睡已久的靈魂甦醒了，我沒有故鄉，卻在這一刻，真切地感受到靈魂的歸屬。

我是靈魂的行者，走過世界，也走過生命的破碎與美好。我用文字記錄沿途的光與影，緩緩地、溫柔地，為自己也為世界，留下一道不易看見卻不會熄滅的足跡。這條路走來不容，但它屬於我。我不再迷失，我選擇清醒地走，並深深地體會。

這個部落格收藏了我靈魂旅程的紀錄。有些文字來自童年最黑的角落，有些來自傷口癒合時的柔光。你也許會讀到痛、也可能找到希望，讀到一個孩子如何從沉默中走出聲音，從碎片中走出完整。如果你此刻也在遠行、在找尋，願這些故事成為你靈魂裡的微光。